Dear Amy: About two years ago, my mother initiated a falling-out with her siblings (after their motherโs death). I supported her in this decision, because she described them as being emotionally abusive.
I canโt personally vouch for all of these behaviors (they have always been kind and generous to me), but my mom obviously had a long history with them from before I was born. She has expressed relief in separating from those relationships, and I have applauded her in cutting negative relationships out of her life.
On the other hand, I have been struggling with my own relationships with my aunts and uncle. If I speak to them, my mom insists that I tell her about it, lest we discuss her โbehind her back.โ She seems unable to handle me having my own relationship with them.
I love my mom deeply, and donโt want to betray her, but I also miss my family and want to have a relationship with them.
Over the past two years I have taken the course of least resistance, by not attending family events. Iโm starting to resent my mother for her involvement in my own estrangement, and would like to begin the (long) road to fix this. I grew up with my aunts and uncle, and I honestly miss them very much.
My mom becomes so emotional (and self-centered?) about the issue when we discuss it. How do I explain to her the effect it is having on me? I donโt think she wants to reconcile with them, at all.
Is it wrong for me to want a relationship with them? Is it possible to have functioning relationships with both her and them separately?
โ Family-torn
Dear Torn: You have been understanding and supportive of your motherโs efforts to free herself from these negative sibling relationships. Thatโs what โgoodโ children do.
However, your mother doesnโt have the right to then insist that you engage in this estrangement, alongside her.
Without question, some sibling relationships are toxic, but she does not report that these family members are an emotional danger to you, only that she is protecting herself.
You should attempt to climb onto the tightrope that many children of acrimonious divorces (for instance) tiptoe across. This involves you letting your mother conduct her relationships the way she chooses, and you making your own choices.
You should assure your mother that you never discuss or gossip about her. If either party asks about the other, you should offer polite but non-revealing responses.
If she becomes emotional whenever you discuss it, you should comfort her, but not let her manipulate you.
If she canโt handle a conversation about these relationships, then you shouldnโt engage in one.
