A man stopped me at the airport baggage carousel last Sunday and asked, âHow much longer are you going to be doing this?â
Doing what?
âWriting about sports.â
Before I could answer, he told me I should quit.
âYou rushed to judgment on Sean Miller,â he said. âYou should be ashamed.â
I didnât get a chance to answer because the man began to walk away. He looked back and shook his head.
âQuit,â he said. âQuit today.â
He spoke with such force that others waiting for their bags turned and stared. The eyeballs were all over me.
Whoâs that man and what did he do wrong?
Hereâs what I did wrong last Friday night: I did not preface my opinion that âMiller cannot be allowed to coach the Wildcats againâ with a necessary qualifier. I did not precede my opinion with âif this is true.â
Thatâs something I shouldâve learned in journalism class in 1972. Four words. I will remember and regret that omission until I do quit, and thereafter.
A few sentences later I weakly wrote that, âunless this is a monumental misunderstanding,â Miller will be disgraced.
Too late. I blew it.
Iâm not some faraway TV analyst in New York or at ESPN who hasnât spent 8ÂŊ seasons watching, listening and studying Millerâs character. In the heat of the moment while sitting in a hotel room last Friday night in Eugene, Oregon, I didnât take enough time to consider those 8ÂŊ years and to ask myself this question:
Do I know enough about what happened to say â to shout â what should happen next?
When I re-read my statements in Saturdayâs sports section â even after I heard ESPNâs Jay Bilas say that Miller will ânever coach againâ â I was engulfed by regret.
For the last few days, dozens of people have asked me if I hate Sean Miller.
I have no personal relationship with Miller. Although he can make a reporterâs job difficult, my life has been much more stimulating because of what the coach has done here.
I look forward to every aspect of UA basketball. Wins, losses, good, bad â even impossible late-night deadlines. I didnât think I could enjoy a job much more than I did during the Lute Olson years, but Miller has matched it.
Thatâs the real reason I havenât quit this job and turned to gardening or golf.
There may be more unpleasant news as the investigation into college basketball continues. On Thursday, Miller claimed ignorance, but heâs not vindicated. If and when more news breaks, I will be obligated to write my opinion about it.
Since September, the Star has aggressively covered the FBIâs investigation into college basketball. My colleagues Bruce Pascoe and Caitlin Schmidt, among others, will continue to report on any developments, good or bad.
Iâve squabbled with many UA coaches over the years, from Olson to Rich Rodriguez, and although some say that comes with the job of an opinion writer, it doesnât mean you shouldnât always be fair.
It doesnât mean you can go on a Phoenix radio station, as I did on Tuesday, and exaggerate a scenario that had Book Richardson feeding me information. He did not. I apologized to Richardson through his attorney and both men were kind enough to say we should move on.
I hope you will trust me to do the same.



