Less than two weeks ago, University of Arizona lecturer TC Tolbert was sitting with a student reading over an essay when the phone rang.
It was a call from the Academy of American Poets. Tolbert, who is Tucsonβs poet laureate, had applied for a fellowship with the academy in February.
βI knew I needed to take the phone call because they had texted me earlier and I honestly thought I was in trouble,β Tolbert said.
But Tolbert wasnβt in trouble. Quite the opposite, actually.
Tolbert, a UA graduate, was selected for the award β a whopping $100,000 to support civic programs in Tucson. Tolbert was one of 13 poets laureate selected across the country.
βI said, βIf I wasnβt sitting with a student right now, I would start weeping.ββ
But the worst part? The news had to be kept top secret for an entire week until the academy could announce the winners publicly.
βIt was this hilarious moment of getting off the phone and holding this information and being like, βIβm going to explode,ββ Tolbert said.
Tolbert, who identifies as transgender and genderqueer, plans to use the award to implement poetry workshops to highlight the voices of Tucsonβs LGBTQ+ community, primarily youth.
Tolbert first drew up the workshop ideas in 2006 β years later, theyβre finally coming to life.
People attending the free workshops, which are expected to start in the fall, will learn about poetry and have the opportunity to be recorded. The audio will be heard in public restrooms across Tucson, essentially replacing other music you might hear.
βThat feels like the perfect place to amplify trans voices,β Tolbert said, adding that restrooms are a focal point in transgender rights.
A phone tree is also in the works. Posters will be stuck to telephone poles around the city and will have a phone number for passersby to call to hear a poem from the LGBTQ+ community.
When people call, theyβll have several options. Press No. 1 to hear a poem about love, for example.
The phone number will work from anywhere in the country and poems will range in topics.
βI want to share some of the range of poetry thatβs being written right now by queer and trans folks and ask, βWhat do you want to say?ββ Tolbert said. βSo often I feel like trans folks and queer folks β our stories are made simple for people to understand. I donβt want to do that. I donβt want to put people in tiny boxes. I want to ask what it is they want to share.β
In addition to using the award for technology and teaching, Tolbert plans to purchase poetry books for workshop participants. There are also plans to hire an interpreter to translate the poems to Spanish.
βI want this to be accessible for everyone,β Tolbert said.
Tolbert became interested in poetry as a kid but it wasnβt until college when it became more than a hobby.
βPoetry was a way for me to express my queerness, way before I even knew that word,β Tolbert said. βThere was something about using language in a way that was very intentional and not necessarily about telling a coherent story and felt very right for my experience of the world.β
Tolbert now teaches at the UA and the UA Poetry Centerβs Writing the Community program, in addition to other teaching gigs out of the city and during summers.
As poet laureate, Tolbertβs job is to βinfuse public space with poetry in ways that it hasnβt been already or to get the community excited about poems.β
Tolbert has also worked with nonprofit organizations such as Habitat For Humanity. And a blood drive is in the works, where poets will read poems to donors.
βI feel like we often talk about poetry as leading to change,β Tolbert said. βI think if poetry inspires you to do something different, letβs go do something different.
βLetβs see tangible results of this internal process and beauty that we see on the page. Letβs bring that to the world.β