Closure might be a long time coming for Tucson Roadrunners coach Jay Varady, even if he is able to put the ups, downs, and eventual division championship his team secured into perspective.
βI think of it like I think of the calendar, or our (game) schedule. You control what we can control,β Varady said. βWe couldnβt control anything that happened in this situation.β
This situation, of course, is the full shutdown of the American Hockey League season, announced Monday after a vote by the leagueβs board of governors amid the ongoing coronavirus pandemic. The league had been on pause since March 12.
But what Varady and his staff could control in many respects, and the evidence shows they did it all season long, was putting a team on the ice that wouldnβt just compete.
The Roadrunners won. A lot.
Varady admits the teamβs second AHLβs Pacific Division championship in three seasons wasnβt what anyone envisioned. The Roadrunners (36-19-1-2 in 58 games played, for a .647 point percentage) ended their season four-hundredths of a percent ahead of the Colorado Eagles (34-18-3-1; 56 games; .643).
Colorado is the opponent Tucson faces more than any other each season β a whopping 12 times in a typical 68-game regular-season slate.
The Roadrunners will absolutely take the honor, and, someday down the road, Varady said, heβll enjoy seeing a Pacific Division championship banner hanging in the southeast corner of Tucson Arena.
βI think hanging banners are important parts of legacies,β said Varady, who finished his second season in charge.
βIf youβre a player on the Tucson Roadrunners and you come back five or 10, even 20 years from now, and the teamβs playing still, youβve got your kid with you, and you can say, βHey, see that second banner over there? We were part of that team.
βThatβs meaningful,β he added. βItβs a lot of effort by so many peopleβ
Whenever that moment comes, Varady is certain he β and his players β will have closure on the 2019-20 season. Itβs just not here yet.
Varady said there are βjust still so many unknowns out thereβ β including whether the NHL will try to finish the season. The Roadrunners are the top minor-league affiliate of the NHLβs Coyotes.
βThe (AHL season) has come to a close, but thereβs still this potential that the National Hockey League season may start up,β Varady said, speaking this week by phone from his familyβs home in Everett, Washington, just north of Seattle. βAre there going to be a group of our players coming back for that in some way?
βIβm still kind of β I wouldnβt say staying on my toes, but still trying to stay ready,β he added, noting that heβs still in touch with players and working on keeping them ready, too β from afar. βI think if you end up with closure on the season completely, I donβt know if our guys will be ready if and when (the NHL) call comes.β
Varady does allow himself to reflect on some of the moments that made this past season stand out.
One gut-wrenching moment β in more ways than one β came with the team at the tail-end of an already-daunting February Gem Show road trip. Tucson played in Stockton on Feb. 15 and finished the 16-day, seven-game trek in San Jose two days later.
The first night, Varady learned that his team had some legitimate, ahem, intestinal fortitude.
βWe got food poisoning,β he said, breaking out in laughter. βWe were in Stockton. It was a pregame meal. We were kind of banged up. Iβve never had a team β that many guys β get food poisoning like that.β
A large chunk of Tucsonβs playing roster, roughly 23-25 combined skaters and goalies, came were made sick by the meal.
It first hit his players that night in Stockton βkind of right when they started walking into the building. It got everyone a little differently throughout the evening.β
βThey were dying on the bench, but we (almost won),β he said, still laughing.
The Roadrunners trailed 3-1 in the third period before tying it up and pushing it into overtime. They fell in a shootout, earning one point, then fell 6-3 two nights later in San Jose with player health still on the mend.
Put another way, if the Roadrunners didnβt earn that one point against Stockton, there is no eventual division championship to speak of β and no banner to one day hang. With just one fewer point earned in any game this season, the Roadrunners would have finished in second place.
βLooking back at the season, thatβs not really a bright spot, but our team showed a lot of character being challenged like that,β he said. βThatβs one of those moments when I realize, βOK, these guys are sticking together.ββ
Varady said his favorite part of the season, when he looks back on it, was actually the tail end of training camp.
βThatβs when the roster was finalized, and the last cuts come back from the NHL. You get your team set, and then you say, βOK, here we go,ββ he said, adding that thereβs a team gathering away from the rink to start the season. βThatβs the beginning of this. Thatβs the group in maybe itβs purest form.β
Between the second week of November through the scheduleβs March suspension, Tucson only spent a handful of days outside the Pacific Divisionβs top spot. The Roadrunners held the 31-team AHLβs best overall record at multiple moments, too.
βIt was starting to be an exciting time of yearβ when the season was shuttered, Varady said.
βI think everybody works incredibly hard through the summer, training camp, beginning of the season, and all of that is building up to the playoffs,β he said. βObviously some circumstances changed that, but we were heading in that direction.β