For Heidi Nielson, the Sonoran Desert has always been a source of inspiration.
So much so that the 33-year-old spent nearly a decade trying to find her way back to the Old Pueblo for good after living in Washington, D.C. for the last eight years.
βIt's sort of something I can't really articulate, I just always was very drawn to it (Tucson) and in particular, like the authenticity of Tucson,β Nielson says, who is originally from Mesa, Arizona. βI always felt like Phoenix wanted to pretend it wasn't in the desert. And I love that Tucson just embraces it wholeheartedly. I think that's really why I wanted to come back, to have space in both a literal and a spiritual sense.β
After receiving a degree in creative writing from Arizona State University, Nielson spent time with AmeriCorps in D.C., where she became inspired to become a lawyer and make change through policy.
Nielson made her permanent cross-country move to D.C. after graduating from the University of Arizonaβs James E. Rogers College of Law in 2015. During her time in D.C., she worked as a full-time lawyer focusing on βa range of issues,β including immigration and oversight of the federal government, she says.
As someone who experienced years of anxiety and depression, Nielson picked up art as a healthier coping outlet after graduating from law school. While in D.C., she added part-time artist to her resume.
But now that she made her way back to Tucson seven months ago, her career path has taken a slight turn: sheβs now a part-time lawyer and considers herself more of a full-time artist, depending on the week, she says.
βI didn't set out to become an artist or anything,β Nielson says. βI always thought I would just be a lawyer 100% but I just really loved it so much and love sharing it and meeting other artists that it kind of grew into a side business, but now it actually takes up more of my time and I am now more like a part-time lawyer. So it's been another journey that was completely unplanned, like going to law school.β
Finding her place in art and life
Nielsonβs roots run deep and spread widely throughout her art.
Sheβs a fourth-generation Japanese-American, biracial, bisexual and an ex-Mormon, according to herΒ website.Β
All these elements have helped inspire her body of work by representing the βthings we carry β the memories, identities, places, family baggage and small moments of joy,β she writes on herΒ website.
When she first started creating art, Nielson used to address these elements in a more literal sense through illustrations, but as time has passed, she says sheβs gotten more comfortable being in an βin-between place,β and represents the elements with a bit of ambiguity.
βBeing a bit of a chameleon, I think it used to be something that confused me a lot as a kid,β she says. βBut as I've gotten older, it really has been something I've embraced as a person and also in my art, just being like, OK with the discomfort of not going with it, not knowing where I'm going with a painting, or not knowing where this series is going to end up and just being willing to start it anyway. That's probably like the deepest way it shows up.β
Although Nielson is a mixed media artist, she is particularly drawn to painting, including watercolor painting, which she says allows her to break free of perfectionism by creating βa happy accidentβ when the delicate watercolor paint occasionally blobs together.
Her latest obsession is $3 paint sticks that she stumbled upon in the Crayola aisle at an art store.
βWhen I'm stuck with a painting, I often buy a new medium that I've never worked with before,β she says.
To stay inspired, Nielson often takes hikes throughout Tucson, especially on Tumamoc Hill, where she snaps photos of plants and our undeniably stunning sunsets that she tapes to her mood board. While at her in-home studio, she lights Tucson-inspired candles, such as a monsoon-scented candle, looks to her mood board and paints small studies that later inspire larger projects.
Nielsonβs current work in progress, βDesert Dreamland,β is her first big body of abstract art since moving back to Tucson last year. While the project embraces the beauty of the Sonoran Desert and everything that drew her back to the Old Pueblo, the project took a slight change in direction when Nielson recently experienced a miscarriage.
βI was pregnant right when I started making this series,β she says. βAnd so I have a lot of bold colors and a lot of just, like, joy from that time that I think is reflected in the energy from that time. And it's also a series of soul evolving that I'm still working on after having had a miscarriage about a month and a half ago... And it's actually been a really helpful thing for me to be able to come back and to add on to not just, like, the excitement, the beginning, but more like an intentional sort of goodbye.β
She recalls leaving the doctorβs office that day, her husband MattΒ turning toward her and asking, βShall we go get more of your painting stuff?β He knewΒ art was an important outlet for her.
βMy art in general has always been so central to my mental health kind of practice and just maintaining a good balance in my life and with anxiety,β Nielson says. βSo it's been really helpful for me throughout my whole life to have this, like, art practice to come back to and for this, in particular, has been really helpful for me to just be able to, you know, celebrate. Even when my time was short, I was able to carry this baby for a little bit.β
Your Honor, sheβs slaying (the art game)
Despite Nielsonβs personal work taking on a fine art style, she also owns and operates Ohei Studio, which focuses on illustrations.
Creating illustrations is somethingΒ she didnβt want to stop doing when she pivoted more of her attention to the fine art side of things, she says.
βI have a lot of series of work in that studio that celebrate, you know, being a female lawyer, and in particular, being a woman of color,β she says. βAnd so I just wanted to continue it.β
Some of the signature pieces from her studio include illustrated prints of leading historical women such as Ruth Bader Ginsburg and NASA mathematician Katherine Johnson. She also created a new take on the iconic character Elle Woods from the movie βLegally Blonde,β that showcases the character as women of color.
Nielsonβs illustrated art (and a few of her fine art pieces) can be found on her website or on her Etsy shop.
The name βOhei,β pronounced βoh hey,β was inspired by Nielsonβs first name. While living in D.C., her old handle used to be βDesert 2 District Designβ as a way to bring the Southwest to the east coast. But as she moved to Tucson and once again became a desert dweller, she came up with the name βOhei.β
βI wanted it to be sort of like a fun and whimsical name. Since my art, especially my illustration work, is just so, like, fun and whimsical, I try to keep it light, even if I'm talking about more serious things like mental health,β she says.
As Nielson finds her footing in the fine art and illustration world, she hopes to become more connected with Tucsonβs art community and aspires to have her work displayed in a local art gallery, she says.
βI would love for it (my art) to bring to Tucson just, like, a sense of pride of where we live. This pride of this beautiful place that we live in, even if other people don't appreciate it as much as we do,β Nielson says. βSo I would love for it to be, not just like on a personal level, but on a more macro-level, like a celebration of this beautiful desert that we live in. (On a micro-level), I want to embrace people as they are, where they are. So, for me, that's like me embracing all of my multifaceted sides and also embracing being here in this time, in this moment.β